No, it's not a new movie title.
It's where I am. It's where alot of my friends are. It happens about this time every year. School is in full swing, the Holiday's are around the corner and fall sports are winding down - we are just give out.
Time to rest.
Rest doesn't necessarily mean sleep - although I'd love to be able to lay my head down and sleep all night long! I've spent years laying in bed at night listening and imagining, writing stories in my head, planning days' worth of activities.
Rest can mean rejuveninating - doing those things you love with the people you love. Reading a great book. Dinner with a friend.
I gain strength from shutting myself in sometimes. Just being at home with the family. Listening to their laughter, watching them play games, teaching them.
But I must be careful - I can become a recluse! And that's just not healthy either.
Seems I must find a balance.
This icky Sjogren's sometimes forces me to be intentional in integrating rest into my lifestyle. I hate it. I just hate it. My hands are swollen now. I forced my wedding ring on this morning. My jaw and ears hurt from my salivary glands swelling. My head hurts. And I can't sleep much at night. Which makes it all worse.
Okay, I sound like a whiny baby. I've really tried not to. Yesterday, I gave into tears and asked David to come pray for me. I felt better afterwards. The power of prayer. The power of the prayer of my God-given mate who carries my burdens and loves me with every ounce of his being. He is my White Knight.
He would come back for me.
(You have to know Kevin Costner's Robin Hood for that to make sense.)
Sometime in the wee hours, Luke 3:5 came to my mind -
Every valley shall be filled in, every mountain and hill made low. The crooked roads shall become straight, the rough ways smooth. (NIV)
and, My Favorite:
Every gorge shall be filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be brought low, and the crooked places shall become a straight path, and the rough places smooth ways, (Darby Bible Translation).
God will make it all work out. The valley's won't be so deep and the hills won't be so steep. The winding road will be easier and the stones removed so I won't stumble.
All God's promises are Yes and Amen.
Definitely a Mudane Musing Monday